Every year, I have the same nightmare right before my birthday strikes. Everybody forgets about my big day and nobody comes to my party.
My anxiety used to be through the roof. I had dizzy spells in the shower. I can't drink caffeinated coffee or energy drinks. Ironcially and surprisingly, living in New York has somewhat mitigated this. I've become a much calmer person in the two and a half years (EXACTLY today!) that I've lived here.
But this damn dream. I don't normally have it until closer to my birthday, but the last two days have brought sleepless nights and I'm exhausted. I just want to get it over with.
In real life, I do still worry that people will forget. I always get very excited about the birthdays of my family and friends and I hope that they will do the same for me. At press time I have no party planned so at least that part can't come true!
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Forget-me-not
Posted by JGIWC at Tuesday, January 05, 2010
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No one will forget! You are too lovely and too loved for that to happen. So now you can get a good night's sleep! ;-) xoxo
Oh my goodness. I am so sorry about that dream. I hope you get better sleep and that that dream is so untrue!
They wouldnt forget. Its not possible. With someone like you (as am i) I always send emails, texts, snail mail to others, so how can they forget me!! also, facebook sends a nice reminder to all... plus.... youre a NYJL now... more friends = better birthday!! xxxooo
I have the same one! I make such an effort to make sure that people have their special days, even if my life is crazy I still make sure I send a card, call, text, AND facebook them-I get scared that people will forget about me too. Don't worry-the ones that truly matter never do!
Well, I won't forget. I just know it will be wonderful. It's your day you make it what you want!
I have the same dream about my wedding!
Oh HOney!.. no one would forget.. ever. you mean too much to too many people.. we love you lady! xo
some people do forget birthdays but not the folks who love you the most. i am the worst at remembering. the.worst!
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