My my, how the tables have turned!

I'm reading this Bachelor post from almost exactly a year ago and cringing. I was such a Bitter Betty! I admittedly get too attached to this franchise. I can't help it; I'm a very emotional and empathetic person.

It's weird how you can mark the personal changes within yourself with something as impersonal as a television show. But looking at past blog posts, I realize how negative I was, and it makes me sad. I feel like I try so hard to see the bright side of things, even if I have to look hard to find it. I like to believe that every gray cloud has a silver lining.

As for the show... Vienna attended the same university as me, but I never knew her personally. I can't say anything bad about her. The tabloids have done enough of that. I will wish her and Jake happiness and leave it at that. I am already looking forward to next season. I think Ali will make a great Bachelorette. I believe that girls like Tenley are few and far between and that she will find love. Nothing wrong with being 25, amazing and single...

Speaking of 25. It feels good on me. I've already learned so much about myself. I know that I won't be able to open up to anyone else before I'm completely content with who I am. And right now, I'm still falling in love with myself.