My life lately has been busy, nutty, and overwhelming - but I'm not complaining! I'm tired, but happy. So many things have happened at once and I'm just trying to handle it all, gracefully when possible, with a smile on my face.
There are so many things I would love to write about on here and share with most of you, but I can't. Sometimes, I need to draw lines instead of cross them. There are big parts of me, tragedies and triumphs, that I just cannot publish. And part of me REALLY wishes I could, because I think people would understand me so much better if they knew why I am the way I am, if they were aware of everything I've been through and the circumstances that have brought me to today. I choose to keep a number of things off of this blog and to myself because I must protect myself and more importantly, my family. They are my everything and certain things are just not meant to be posted online. I simply cannot share every single detail of my life nor is it my responsibility to do so. Up until now, I rendered it unnecessary to blatantly state that as I thought it was understood, but lately it seems as though I've angered some people with the information (or lack thereof) I've shared about the recent happenings in my life. While I do try to be as candid as possible (and it sometimes backfires) I also try to choose every single word carefully. It's a difficult balance to achieve and I do the very best that I can.
Thank you for understanding and for being an amazing audience. The response to this blog and my writing has been so far above and beyond anything I could have ever hoped for.