On our last day of the trip, the IsraelExperts (that's the trip organizer I took) rep asked us to say what our one 'aha!' moment in Israel was.
I decided to keep it to myself then, but I want to share it with you now.
The day we traveled to Jerusalem, we drove to a lookout point as the sun was going down. Geographically, Israel is fascinating... the terrain is so vast for such a small country. Often times we were below sea level, but on this particular evening it felt as though we were high, overlooking the old city.
I've dreamed about visiting Jerusalem my whole life. Small cups of wine were passed around and we toasted one another - L'chaim - to life, and gathered for a group picture.

After the last shot was snapped, we disposed of the cups and prepared to re-board the bus. As we shuffled around listening to our tour guide's last instructions, he concluded his speech by quietly saying, "Welcome home".
And we were. But it wasn't until I heard it that I felt it and I knew it. 'Welcome home'. His voice was almost a whisper so I think most of the group didn't even hear it, but... Those two words changed everything... they broke my heart and pieced it back together all at once. I'm literally sobbing as I type this now. I have another home. It's far away and I don't know when I'll be back, but it's mine. Every living, breathing Jew... this is our revenge. We're still in tact. They tried to destroy us but couldn't. And we have this beautiful little state as proof. And I had the honor of standing in it, exploring it, reveling in it.

I will never forget that moment as long as I live.
Love this - I'm so glad you had a beautiful, life-changing experience - I did as well. I can't wait to go back to Israel. It's the most magical place, really.
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Courtney
Amennnn (said in Israeli accent =P)
ReplyDeleteThis is so so beautiful and true. I feel the same way about Israel, actually my heart aches for it every time I see it on tv, talk to my relatives on the phone, and even when I see some Israeli candy or chocolate.
Sigh.
So glad you have a great life changing experience :)
A moving post, i went to Israel in September for the first time in September and whilst i am not Jewish (my boyfriend is) the trip made me realise how important Israel is and how it needs to exist. I absolutely loved Jerusalem Thank you for sharing your experiences.
ReplyDeleteLoved this post! I'm so happy you were able to go and find your second home!
ReplyDeleteBeautiful post, Teddi. This shiksa is tearing up reading it.
ReplyDeleteI'm crying for you as I type this. What a beautiful moment! I am so happy you had such a special experience.
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing memories of your trip with us. I remember back when you first posted about the Birthright trip, how you said you hoped it would help you feel closer to your faith. It sounds as if you do and I couldn't be happier for you!
Israel looks beautiful, when I finally plan my trip I'm going to email you for recommendations!
Wow, what an incredible story!!! I literally had chills down my spine at the "welcome home" part.
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad after all the anxiety you went through during the application process was rewarded by a life changing trip that you will always cherish.
Thanks for sharing your "aha" moment
Thank you for sharing such a personal experience with us!
ReplyDeleteThat's such a wonderful thought! Sounds like the most amazing trip ever.
ReplyDeleteThat's so beyond wonderful! I know many people who have gone to Isreal as a part of birthright, but none seem to have had that quintessential a-ha movement like you have had. Thanks for sharing such a personal experience. It's been such a pleasure to hear about this trip!
ReplyDeleteI am so glad this trip was so amazing for you!
ReplyDeleteThis is beautiful Teddi. I cried reading it, and I am not Jewish.
ReplyDeleteI KNEW you'd eventually write this very post, back when you first mentioned the Birthright trip. ;-) Absolutely beautifully done, miss.
ReplyDeletehow did the trip leaders handle topics of ethnic cleansing and discrimination? was it super political?
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