I always make a point of saying out loud how good my life is. Because it is. I'm blessed beyond measure and I don't want to take any of it for granted. Sometimes I feel the need to remind everyone else and sometimes I need to remind myself.
But I'd be lying if I didn't say the past few months were a bit tough. Lots of heartbreak and lots of questions. I still consider myself incredibly fortunate and exceptionally happy, but sometimes I feel as though I am constantly searching for something and I'm not sure what. I think it's balance.
I've admittedly never been great about prioritizing my time well and lately this is more and more evident. I overcommit myself and I still don't feel like I'm accomplishing enough. I over schedule and I still don't feel like I'm doing enough. I had such a great weekend but I wanted so badly to relax and I did the exact opposite.
I've never been one of those people who can just get into bed and fall asleep. I always say I'm the Energizer Bunny... I keep going and going and I don't require a whole lot of downtime. But lately it's all I crave because I can't understand how I'll ever truly be successful if I can't figure out how to juggle it all. What's the answer? Cut something out? More multitasking? How will I ever really complete my book or finish the laundry or fall head over heels if I can't figure out how to get the rest done?